urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode ..!.....!......!. i_explode 2006-01-16T05:13:50Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:44116 2006-01-16T05:13:50Z 2006-01-16T05:13:50Z fuck fuck fuck <br />john left for baltimore the other day <br />im a lil pissed <br />but i stole a pair of pants from him first <br />lol<br />uhm<br />im feeling rather odd <br />??<br /> i dont know <br />good day . urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:43939 2005-11-16T04:49:09Z 2005-11-16T04:49:09Z no internet any more sorry joe hahaha ok bye oh i have to move out by december 1st urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:43679 2005-11-13T19:54:47Z 2005-11-13T19:54:47Z ok so i finally just woke up from a much needed sleep <br />since thursday ive been awake busy working then drinking tilll the morning comes then going out to keepmyself busy the continuing that same process <br />so much alcohol and cold medicine has gone through my body ... its kinda retarded ....<br />i feel as if im not me and im a different person<br /><br />gfhfkghjdfhn<br />\<br />i love how girls always have an excuse no matter what it is <br />seriously this is stupid <br />fuck<br />!!!<br />im going to go do something now urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:43417 2005-11-11T18:44:49Z 2005-11-11T18:44:49Z circle takes the square so last night was hella out of control <br />drank myself to ruin <br />it was great .. i just didnt stop <br />beer after beer <br />sketchy things <br />beer <br />i passed out on fatboys couch <br />woke up at 10 <br />me and john went out <br />to pay my cell bill <br />put money down on the van <br />i bought the sweetest suit at the village for 2.12 haha for the party tonite went to the liquor store got some vodka <br />oh man i need sleep <br />im going to be up all night drinking tonite then i have to work at 7am tomorrow <br />yeah <br />good times <br />holy shit im hanging out with sarah tonite !!!! im soo excited <br /><br /><br />oh to anyone i called last night .. uhm sorry i wasnt in control of my brain <br />... and yeah <br />uhm <br />ok <br />later urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:43045 2005-11-08T15:51:04Z 2005-11-08T15:51:04Z circle takes the square its 1045ish in the am and my eyes hurt really bad ?? who knows why john is supposed to call me <br />so i can go buy the van <br />but he likes to be lazy and not wake up <br />so i guess ill just not buy the van today .. i made plans to hang out with sarah on saturday !!! im soooo excited i havent seen her in i guess about a year <br />i miss her so much i used to hang out with her all the time then we just kinda stopped hanging out <br />so i cant wait its going to be awsome ...<br />hmmm <br />ok i guess i should go cash this check .... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:42779 2005-11-07T09:15:20Z 2005-11-07T09:15:20Z broadways-kitchen floor wow <br />im not sure what to do with my life at the moment <br />i was out bid on the toyota corolla <br />so <br />my money is now going to a ford conversion van <br />hahahaha not a fast rear wheel drive nissan <br />hahaha <br />at least it has heat and i can fit like 469646334 people in itand bikes too <br />its gonna be sweet im gonna make it balla as fuck hmm i get paid tomorrow<br />hmm ok <br />im lonely ..... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:42681 2005-11-06T18:42:42Z 2005-11-06T18:42:42Z circle takes the square wow i love when people dont know whats going on and they add their fucking oppinions and shit gets all fucked up <br />and how every saturday night there is never anything to do and no one every fucking calls me ...<br />what ever im going to go ride my bike fags urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:42255 2005-11-02T19:20:17Z 2005-11-02T19:20:17Z hmm <br />something may happen tonite im not sure if it is proper ...<br />maybe i shall not let it happen <br />i just dont know <br />so many things to decide about <br />im glad i know who my real friends are <br />and the ones that just tell me they are my friend <br />im going to go to work now and when i return im sure i wont feel any different <br />but at least i will have accomplished something <br />....<br />you can live a whole different lifestyle on the internet <br />but if you are not you then you will never exist<br />i try to know <br />but i guess i never will <br />....<br />i need to make a new mix cd <br />joe your ideas were no good lol a few good songs but not solid gold sorry <br />this weekend is closing in on me quick<br />i hope to ride all weekend and not worry about lame things like girls and parties <br />i have decide 4 tricks must be learned this weekend or else i have a problem ok <br />time for work <br />auf weidersehen urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:41992 2005-11-01T19:25:20Z 2005-11-01T19:25:20Z charles bronson ive decided its time for change<br />im sick of the same shit all the time <br />im not sure what im going to change or how <br />but im changing <br />sometime somehow <br />ok well im off to work where i do nothing and make more money than you hahaha<br />hopefully a package comes today <br />i could use one <br />lol <br />im out later urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:41863 2005-11-01T10:00:46Z 2005-11-01T10:00:46Z www.damnimlame.com/iwishididntsuck/fuck<br /><br />that sums up my mood urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:41639 2005-10-31T01:42:55Z 2005-10-31T01:42:55Z fuck kent<br />fuck lameass scene parties <br />fuck certain girls <br />and <br />fuck eveyone else urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:41356 2005-10-29T07:44:10Z 2005-10-29T07:44:10Z i do what i do <br />and im an asshole and i am a piece of shit <br />i feel blank<br />i feel alone <br />i feel cold<br />sjisdg'sd<br />fuck <br />i need a beer <br />govern ownes you <br /><br />carry on as you will <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />oh and someone thinks im cute !! haha sdf;sdf'sdf<br />sfdfaggots urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:41193 2005-10-28T08:47:43Z 2005-10-28T08:47:43Z hot snakes ok so im about sick of getting phone calls from people just to belittle me and remind me of things that i have done wrong<br /> from now on if you wanna call me to do such things i will hang up on you im not even joking <br />i know what i did was wrong and theres nothing i can do about it now <br />im not going to say what i did was a mistake but i do know it was wrong and i cannot say that im sorry enough <br />take it how you want <br />what you did wasnt very thrilling to hear either so yeah ...<br />-----------------------------------------------------------<br />this weekend is going to be fucking crazy <br />friday night pz's party haha i have no idea where it is i think ravena but i dont know <br />then saturday is the drift event at beaver run .... i still am not sure if i can go yet <br />i need to put my coilovers on and get them set up right and now that i think of it i prolly wont be able to go cause im going to need an alignment<br />and i dont think they do those on saturdays ... <br />saturday night is mad party night in kent . so ill prolly be up there <br />then sunday is recovery day and if i feel up to it <br />i think i might go for a drive down south a bit <br />get a lil touge action in possibly<br />hmmmm <br />but for now its 446 in the am and i need sleep <br />so <br />im out good night urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:40955 2005-10-27T08:27:33Z 2005-10-27T08:27:33Z ok <br />life is lame <br />camber wear is lame <br />i love pissing people that i dont like off over dumb shit <br />hahah it fucking great <br />ok <br />im bored with this <br />bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:40460 2005-10-24T07:28:36Z 2005-10-24T07:28:36Z d-block some times life leads you to strange palces <br />and <br />lets you meet people you would prolly never ever meet <br /> what a weekend <br />i had a party saturday night <br />and<br />i guess it was ok <br /> good friends there <br />rambos girl brought her friend <br />she was adorable<br />unfortunatly the alcohol caught up to me before i could really get to talk to her .. but i did take her home at like 6 in the mornign <br />uhm<br />ha<br />the trash can outside is filled with beer cans <br />haha i love it <br /> maybe i shall get that girls number thats prolly a good idea .. ok its 330 and i have to wake up and send joe a video and some money cause if i dont he will prolly decide i suck at life and disown me ... ok <br />im out<br /> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v221/GOVERNbmx/nike.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:40361 2005-10-19T07:57:42Z 2005-10-19T07:57:42Z this year will be my year for sure urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:40150 2005-10-18T08:16:45Z 2005-10-18T08:16:45Z i have a drinking problem <br />hhahaha <br />i love saying that <br />blah <br />i wanna play kissy face with someone urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:39763 2005-10-13T07:46:24Z 2005-10-13T07:46:24Z im bored with life yet once again <br />my car is slowly dying <br />so that means i will be getting a new one soon or at least hopefully sooner<br />ive been riding my bike a lot lately <br />im prolly going to get some new parts when i get paid <br />hmmm <br />girls ...<br />uhm<br />nonexistant urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:39486 2005-10-07T06:44:58Z 2005-10-07T06:44:58Z combat taco bell is amazing <br />i am not <br />neither is my car <br />ha <br />drift riot was canceled <br />im mad<br />i got paid today <br />my check was for 1,032 dollars <br />thats a lot of money <br />im lonely <br /><br /><br /><br />and i hate myself for it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:39282 2005-10-03T06:32:50Z 2005-10-03T06:32:50Z holy fuck i forgot i even had this account .. so uhm yeah whatever life is lame urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:39067 2005-08-05T04:24:38Z 2005-08-05T04:24:38Z i heart you urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:38702 2005-04-06T08:06:26Z 2005-04-06T08:06:26Z hot boys yep ill just say it now <br /><br /><br />FUCK YOU <br /><br /><br /><br /> ok that sums it up ............ byebye fucks urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:38442 2005-03-31T08:26:45Z 2005-03-31T08:26:45Z so today was good urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:38151 2005-03-28T08:21:26Z 2005-03-28T08:21:26Z at the drive in im sorry to say this but i just dont think the feelings are the same ....... this sucks. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_explode:37936 2005-03-28T00:48:48Z 2005-03-28T00:48:48Z road fools seven yeah so i dont know what to do .................................................. so many emotions so little words to describe them .... bye