fuck it.................. i quit

jzdlkdl;dsf

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 05:13:50 GMT

fuck fuck fuck
john left for baltimore the other day
im a lil pissed
but i stole a pair of pants from him first
lol
uhm
im feeling rather odd
??
i dont know
good day .

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 04:49:09 GMT

no internet any more sorry joe hahaha ok bye oh i have to move out by december 1st

whoa

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 19:54:47 GMT

ok so i finally just woke up from a much needed sleep
since thursday ive been awake busy working then drinking tilll the morning comes then going out to keepmyself busy the continuing that same process
so much alcohol and cold medicine has gone through my body ... its kinda retarded ....
i feel as if im not me and im a different person

gfhfkghjdfhn
\
i love how girls always have an excuse no matter what it is
seriously this is stupid
fuck
!!!
im going to go do something now

hahah yeah

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 18:44:49 GMT

so last night was hella out of control
drank myself to ruin
it was great .. i just didnt stop
beer after beer
sketchy things
beer
i passed out on fatboys couch
woke up at 10
me and john went out
to pay my cell bill
put money down on the van
i bought the sweetest suit at the village for 2.12 haha for the party tonite went to the liquor store got some vodka
oh man i need sleep
im going to be up all night drinking tonite then i have to work at 7am tomorrow
yeah
good times
holy shit im hanging out with sarah tonite !!!! im soo excited

oh to anyone i called last night .. uhm sorry i wasnt in control of my brain
... and yeah
uhm
ok
later

money

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 15:51:04 GMT

its 1045ish in the am and my eyes hurt really bad ?? who knows why john is supposed to call me
so i can go buy the van
but he likes to be lazy and not wake up
so i guess ill just not buy the van today .. i made plans to hang out with sarah on saturday !!! im soooo excited i havent seen her in i guess about a year
i miss her so much i used to hang out with her all the time then we just kinda stopped hanging out
so i cant wait its going to be awsome ...
hmmm
ok i guess i should go cash this check ....

and the road has made a vacuum

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 09:15:20 GMT

wow
im not sure what to do with my life at the moment
i was out bid on the toyota corolla
so
my money is now going to a ford conversion van
hahahaha not a fast rear wheel drive nissan
hahaha
at least it has heat and i can fit like 469646334 people in itand bikes too
its gonna be sweet im gonna make it balla as fuck hmm i get paid tomorrow
hmm ok
im lonely .....

pffff

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 18:42:42 GMT

wow i love when people dont know whats going on and they add their fucking oppinions and shit gets all fucked up
and how every saturday night there is never anything to do and no one every fucking calls me ...
what ever im going to go ride my bike fags

times ticks by

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 19:20:17 GMT

hmm
something may happen tonite im not sure if it is proper ...
maybe i shall not let it happen
i just dont know
so many things to decide about
im glad i know who my real friends are
and the ones that just tell me they are my friend
im going to go to work now and when i return im sure i wont feel any different
but at least i will have accomplished something
....
you can live a whole different lifestyle on the internet
but if you are not you then you will never exist
i try to know
but i guess i never will
....
i need to make a new mix cd
joe your ideas were no good lol a few good songs but not solid gold sorry
this weekend is closing in on me quick
i hope to ride all weekend and not worry about lame things like girls and parties
i have decide 4 tricks must be learned this weekend or else i have a problem ok
time for work
auf weidersehen

time for change

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 19:25:20 GMT

ive decided its time for change
im sick of the same shit all the time
im not sure what im going to change or how
but im changing
sometime somehow
ok well im off to work where i do nothing and make more money than you hahaha
hopefully a package comes today
i could use one
lol
im out later

...

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 10:00:46 GMT

www.damnimlame.com/iwishididntsuck/fuck

that sums up my mood

vhjfgj

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 01:42:55 GMT

fuck kent
fuck lameass scene parties
fuck certain girls
and
fuck eveyone else

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 07:44:10 GMT

i do what i do
and im an asshole and i am a piece of shit
i feel blank
i feel alone
i feel cold
sjisdg'sd
fuck
i need a beer
govern ownes you

carry on as you will

oh and someone thinks im cute !! haha sdf;sdf'sdf
sfdfaggots

holy moly donut shop

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 08:47:43 GMT

ok so im about sick of getting phone calls from people just to belittle me and remind me of things that i have done wrong
from now on if you wanna call me to do such things i will hang up on you im not even joking
i know what i did was wrong and theres nothing i can do about it now
im not going to say what i did was a mistake but i do know it was wrong and i cannot say that im sorry enough
take it how you want
what you did wasnt very thrilling to hear either so yeah ...
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this weekend is going to be fucking crazy
friday night pz's party haha i have no idea where it is i think ravena but i dont know
then saturday is the drift event at beaver run .... i still am not sure if i can go yet
i need to put my coilovers on and get them set up right and now that i think of it i prolly wont be able to go cause im going to need an alignment
and i dont think they do those on saturdays ...
saturday night is mad party night in kent . so ill prolly be up there
then sunday is recovery day and if i feel up to it
i think i might go for a drive down south a bit
get a lil touge action in possibly
hmmmm
but for now its 446 in the am and i need sleep
so
im out good night

niggas got diamonds that'll blind ya

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 08:27:33 GMT

ok
life is lame
camber wear is lame
i love pissing people that i dont like off over dumb shit
hahah it fucking great
ok
im bored with this
bye

clueless

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 07:28:36 GMT

some times life leads you to strange palces
and
lets you meet people you would prolly never ever meet
what a weekend
i had a party saturday night
and
i guess it was ok
good friends there
rambos girl brought her friend
she was adorable
unfortunatly the alcohol caught up to me before i could really get to talk to her .. but i did take her home at like 6 in the mornign
uhm
ha
the trash can outside is filled with beer cans
haha i love it
maybe i shall get that girls number thats prolly a good idea .. ok its 330 and i have to wake up and send joe a video and some money cause if i dont he will prolly decide i suck at life and disown me ... ok
im out

ahhhhh

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 07:57:42 GMT

this year will be my year for sure

uhm

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 08:16:45 GMT

i have a drinking problem
hhahaha
i love saying that
blah
i wanna play kissy face with someone

pencil shapeners and popcicles

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 07:46:24 GMT

im bored with life yet once again
my car is slowly dying
so that means i will be getting a new one soon or at least hopefully sooner
ive been riding my bike a lot lately
im prolly going to get some new parts when i get paid
hmmm
girls ...
uhm
nonexistant

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 06:44:58 GMT

taco bell is amazing
i am not
neither is my car
ha
drift riot was canceled
im mad
i got paid today
my check was for 1,032 dollars
thats a lot of money
im lonely

and i hate myself for it

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 06:32:50 GMT

holy fuck i forgot i even had this account .. so uhm yeah whatever life is lame

amy

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 04:24:38 GMT

i heart you

i rock ice

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 08:06:26 GMT

yep ill just say it now

FUCK YOU

ok that sums it up ............ byebye fucks

suns out

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 08:26:45 GMT

so today was good

rgtdfgxx

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 08:21:26 GMT

im sorry to say this but i just dont think the feelings are the same ....... this sucks.

ergdfh sad

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 00:48:48 GMT

yeah so i dont know what to do .................................................. so many emotions so little words to describe them .... bye